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it seems so useless to update anymore. i feel as those i go through so much, and my emotions are so out of control, from miserable and confused to happy, comfortable, and satisfied, that i don't even think i can explain in words. it seems the only reason i go in here is often to just let you know that i am happy again, or to complain once more. and finally, i have made such a good group of friends here, i have people to go to for things like that. and they understand too. (not that you guys dont', its just that, most of the time, when i'm complaining about stuff like that, it deals with people they know). but i'm not saying i'm going to delete this. haha- i don't think i'll ever be able to do that. or that i'll stop updating, cause i'm sure i'm gonna crack...give me like, mmmm 2 days :) and i need to keep updated on your lives by reading yours. i just, i dunno. i just woke up and was like 'i should update my lj and let people know whats going on in my life' but theres just so much and i have so much going through my head. and for sars, like if you cared, you'd call right? (i can see how this comment MAY be taken as 'why don't you guys ever call me? if we're really friends, you'd call me!' but thats not what its meant to be, swear on my LIFE) but i mean, if you want every single gory detail, you'd find out. otherwise, chats online and random updates of 'I'm Happy!' or 'I'm not again!' i think are enough.
is this called growing up?
is this called growing up?