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i'm feeling pretty damn restless. i don't think i'm satisfied with this life anymore. i don't really know what it is. i don't have patience for some people and don't want to put up with them anymore...so i don't. i'm not sure if this is good or bad for me. but even when i'm doing things i do enjoy to do..i can't. ugh, its extremely frustrating. maybe i'll just...sleep.