Again
Fuck me, man.
I wish I could just be a normal silly girl. Fall in love with the guy I'm supposed to; have eyes for only him; have the maturity to want to be in a relationship.
But no.
I have this fucked up sense of independence that freaks out when I get too close. A buzzer that says 'You're falling! You're falling! Run away!' .... And rather than quietly exit, i ignore it until I absolutely cannot take it anymore.
Because the sex is good.
And he's nice to me.
stuck.
fuck.
I wish I could just be a normal silly girl. Fall in love with the guy I'm supposed to; have eyes for only him; have the maturity to want to be in a relationship.
But no.
I have this fucked up sense of independence that freaks out when I get too close. A buzzer that says 'You're falling! You're falling! Run away!' .... And rather than quietly exit, i ignore it until I absolutely cannot take it anymore.
Because the sex is good.
And he's nice to me.
stuck.
fuck.