Dear Sam,
so my sister is leaving me.
i should be supportive. i should wish her well, and envy her because she's [finally] leaving this place [again]. i should be telling her i'll visit every chance i get, and that she's my new excuse for adventure. i should offer to help with the drive up there, and be excited that she's one state closer to living out her dreams. i should completely bash the job she hates, and be sympathetic to her rants. i should be encouraging her.
and if she knows me, she should know i'm doing all that.
my selfishness is just hiding my love right now.
i'll miss her. a lot.
but i'm happy for you, sam-i-am.
i should be supportive. i should wish her well, and envy her because she's [finally] leaving this place [again]. i should be telling her i'll visit every chance i get, and that she's my new excuse for adventure. i should offer to help with the drive up there, and be excited that she's one state closer to living out her dreams. i should completely bash the job she hates, and be sympathetic to her rants. i should be encouraging her.
and if she knows me, she should know i'm doing all that.
my selfishness is just hiding my love right now.
i'll miss her. a lot.
but i'm happy for you, sam-i-am.