Sorry, I've been grounded.
Ugh. I have been grounded thats why I have posted in awhile.
I'm dying. And I dont care if you read this and go "wow, shes so emo" i dont care.
i love him. i really do, did? i dont know. i feel like i've lost him. and i cant deal with it. my heart has died? i cant feel anymore. everything=hurt. everything ripps the whole in my heart so much wider. everything causes pain. i can't do this anymore. i need to get over him, but i cant. i dont know how. maybe i lvoed him becuase i wanted to? not for the right reasons? i dont even know. i just know that there is this huge void where he used to be. and i dont know how to fill it.
I'm dying. And I dont care if you read this and go "wow, shes so emo" i dont care.
i love him. i really do, did? i dont know. i feel like i've lost him. and i cant deal with it. my heart has died? i cant feel anymore. everything=hurt. everything ripps the whole in my heart so much wider. everything causes pain. i can't do this anymore. i need to get over him, but i cant. i dont know how. maybe i lvoed him becuase i wanted to? not for the right reasons? i dont even know. i just know that there is this huge void where he used to be. and i dont know how to fill it.