(no subject)
alrtie this is suppose to be enlightening for me. ok so first here are the negatives bothering me: first i dnt have a dress for prom. still. yea i knw its getting late but i swear i looked. but idk my enthusiasm about prom keeps fluctuating. like one sec im rlly excited and the next second im like ugh i dnt wanna go. idk maybe im bi-polar. 2nd for those of u who wonder why i havent participated much this year in events well its just not my thing. im not saying im some anti-social physco or anything, its just that im rllly shy and social engagements intimidate me. so i do the non-productive bit and avoid them as much as possible. yea its rlly not helping.........