Living life gets hard to do.
Lately I have been exhausted in every way.
School has me mentally exhausted, life in general and lack of sleep has me physically exhausted, and a lot of things have me emotionally exhausted.
I don't know what to do with me. That's the honest truth.
I. AM. STRESSED.
I need to get it together with school, but I don't know how.
It seems like now that the musical is over, my teachers kicked everything into overdrive so that my work load isn't any lighter.
Mrs. Anderson- Fuck your class and your style of teaching. Give us a fucking break. Damn it, I'm so stressed.
I really wish I didn't have a paper to write right now.
I wish that I had one of those watches from "Clockstoppers." I would pause time and just TAKE A FUCKING NAP.
Gooooodddddddd..... that would be so convenient.
Fuck life. Fuck school. Fuck stress.
All this shit makes me want to do is use drugs and alcohol more heavily. If I didn't have school tomorrow I'd probably be drunk. Fuck it all. I'm not having anything right now.
I feel like everyone needs something from me, I feel like I'm trying to satisfy everyone, but nothing at all is paying off. Things are just getting worse. I really just need to get through this time. If not, I'll break all the way down.
Fuck.
It's late. I'm rambling. I don't care. I need time.
I'm only ever in an okay mood on the weekends, and that's just because I love my friends.
Fuck you school. What the fuck have you done for me lately?
Not a damn thing but break me down as a person. Fuuuucccckkkkk.
I need a miracle.
Please.
I'm desperate.
School has me mentally exhausted, life in general and lack of sleep has me physically exhausted, and a lot of things have me emotionally exhausted.
I don't know what to do with me. That's the honest truth.
I. AM. STRESSED.
I need to get it together with school, but I don't know how.
It seems like now that the musical is over, my teachers kicked everything into overdrive so that my work load isn't any lighter.
Mrs. Anderson- Fuck your class and your style of teaching. Give us a fucking break. Damn it, I'm so stressed.
I really wish I didn't have a paper to write right now.
I wish that I had one of those watches from "Clockstoppers." I would pause time and just TAKE A FUCKING NAP.
Gooooodddddddd..... that would be so convenient.
Fuck life. Fuck school. Fuck stress.
All this shit makes me want to do is use drugs and alcohol more heavily. If I didn't have school tomorrow I'd probably be drunk. Fuck it all. I'm not having anything right now.
I feel like everyone needs something from me, I feel like I'm trying to satisfy everyone, but nothing at all is paying off. Things are just getting worse. I really just need to get through this time. If not, I'll break all the way down.
Fuck.
It's late. I'm rambling. I don't care. I need time.
I'm only ever in an okay mood on the weekends, and that's just because I love my friends.
Fuck you school. What the fuck have you done for me lately?
Not a damn thing but break me down as a person. Fuuuucccckkkkk.
I need a miracle.
Please.
I'm desperate.