I think I know how that dry battery feeling is . . .
:o) It's SnOwInG :o)
Today is just crazy, more like the past few days.
Everything going on about Chris was just bugging the hell out of me. When I lost him as a boyfriend, I thought nothing would be the same again. I began to just deal with it and just be happy as friends. Then lately it started to seem to me that he was changing into someone I didn't even know anymore, and we didn't talk, not even half as much as we did before. I was thinking I was going to lose him as a friend. I definately didn't want that, because when we broke up he promised we'd be friends no matter what. So if we just stopped talking and never talk again, then my last resort would be just to deal with it. I didn't want to just deal with it either, because I care about him way to much to just let him go like that. So that was one thing stressing me out about him.
Then all this nonsense about whether or not we're over each other came up, I really don't know how either. All this talk between like 10 different people and hearing 10 different stories was driving me crazy and it just built up inside of me. I was SO frustrated.
After talking to Derek, Jay, Kelly, and finally Chris, I feel WAY better.
Chris, Wow I'm so sorry for everything. I'd never be mad at you and I didn't mean to come off that way. Thanks so much for the talk - I feel so much better now. Its great to know you're there for me. When you need someone the most, know I'm here for you no matter what, I promise. <3
I'm off now . . . thanks again
x0x*andiE
Today is just crazy, more like the past few days.
Everything going on about Chris was just bugging the hell out of me. When I lost him as a boyfriend, I thought nothing would be the same again. I began to just deal with it and just be happy as friends. Then lately it started to seem to me that he was changing into someone I didn't even know anymore, and we didn't talk, not even half as much as we did before. I was thinking I was going to lose him as a friend. I definately didn't want that, because when we broke up he promised we'd be friends no matter what. So if we just stopped talking and never talk again, then my last resort would be just to deal with it. I didn't want to just deal with it either, because I care about him way to much to just let him go like that. So that was one thing stressing me out about him.
Then all this nonsense about whether or not we're over each other came up, I really don't know how either. All this talk between like 10 different people and hearing 10 different stories was driving me crazy and it just built up inside of me. I was SO frustrated.
After talking to Derek, Jay, Kelly, and finally Chris, I feel WAY better.
Chris, Wow I'm so sorry for everything. I'd never be mad at you and I didn't mean to come off that way. Thanks so much for the talk - I feel so much better now. Its great to know you're there for me. When you need someone the most, know I'm here for you no matter what, I promise. <3
I'm off now . . . thanks again
x0x*andiE