Mar 15, 2007 23:42
It's been a few days since I last wrote in here and I'm pissed, well pissed. What the fuck is wrong with me, eh? I mean I know what's wrong with me but the question is what to do about it. I had plans for today. I was gonna sculpt. Take a guess what happened. That's right it didn't happen, I didn't get it done. What did I do instead, I pissed the whole day away playing video games and generally dicking around. At least I did my little bit of exercising or else I might just be forced to kick my ass. I've zeroed in on the problem, it's in my site. I have to learn to stop doing what is giving me instant gratification and do what I either needs to be done or what is not instantly gratifying but will be more fulfilling in the long run.
That's if for today kids, I have to get up early for work. At least I can do that, wait no I failed to do that last weekend. Well that's the kind of stuff that make me hate myself regularly.