finally had some guts..
i finally gathered enough guts to tell my roomates that i couldn't live with them anymore. its not that i've procrastinated this long because im afraid of them--far from it. no, the reason is because im too "nice"...whether its having to big of a heart or the desire to be the "nice guy", regardless, it's finally done. i feel a bit wretched but so elated! my freedom that i have so long waited for patiently is finally arriving! i can start my life again! and how i want it! not altered to suit others'.
the loneliness i can bear. be alone in a house is cake compared to feeling alone in the company of others, others that it seems worlds are between us.
the loneliness i can bear. be alone in a house is cake compared to feeling alone in the company of others, others that it seems worlds are between us.