can't sleep
Dream: At work, with new manager and old assistant manager, who was apparently a "ball-buster." Am asked and forced to defend my platonic relationship with Ryan, who is fully embarrassed (but not unkind) by the accusations of more. In the meantime, am helping customer with lots of stuff, only to find she wants 1 thing out of the 35 or so she picked up. Katie, who apparently moonlights as my co-worker, helps me wrap things only to have to unwrap them again.
My friends have recently been using what I would term to be weak adjectives to describe me: pushover, pathetic, helpless. I try very hard to cultivate a strong image of myself, because I don't want to be seen as weakened by my disability. It's made me sad and sort of snippy with them. I'm not sure how to come to terms with it. To be fair, they have also described me as very caring (and at the moment) sorrowful (presumably about the demise of my entanglement with Chris).
My friends have recently been using what I would term to be weak adjectives to describe me: pushover, pathetic, helpless. I try very hard to cultivate a strong image of myself, because I don't want to be seen as weakened by my disability. It's made me sad and sort of snippy with them. I'm not sure how to come to terms with it. To be fair, they have also described me as very caring (and at the moment) sorrowful (presumably about the demise of my entanglement with Chris).