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what's the deal. seriously. fucking guys are sooooo......just so. i don't know why i can't just accept no and move on. probably for the same reasons i still haven't gotten over something that was officially over a year ago. i know there are a million opportunities out there but i don't want any of them. i want him. and i can't have him. and it's killing me. he is the only the only one i've actually wanted since...well since i've been back. i guess it hasn't really been that long.
aside from my shambled, rather, non-existent love life, things are good here. today is roommate stacy's 20th birthday! yay! party here. jamestown yy19. come if you like......i guarantee a pee your pants fun night. mine, stephanie's and natasha's birthdays are comin up soon so more festivities will follow.....there is talk of an 80s party...dress your best!
i can no longer sleep. ever. i hate sleeping alone, but got used to it for a while. i re-hate it.
aside from my shambled, rather, non-existent love life, things are good here. today is roommate stacy's 20th birthday! yay! party here. jamestown yy19. come if you like......i guarantee a pee your pants fun night. mine, stephanie's and natasha's birthdays are comin up soon so more festivities will follow.....there is talk of an 80s party...dress your best!
i can no longer sleep. ever. i hate sleeping alone, but got used to it for a while. i re-hate it.