AUGUST - REFLECTIONS
I can't believe August is here and how fast seven months just flew by us . Soon , it'll be December and there's Christmas , New Years , parties and more parties then come 2012 . But looking back , it's amazing how so much has changed within these seven months . . . Life's such a puzzle , sometimes .
Lets see , I have learnt that people come and go . . .
Earlier this year , A and I had quite a big nasty argument and I was pretty determined that we would never speak again . But I guess we're all good now . Then there's W and D . One who likes to keep dissing about me to his colleagues while the other , well . . . portrayed as a hypocrite . We were once all good friends . Friends who would go all out just to be there for each other , who would hang out every week and enjoy each other's company . Yet the next thing you know is how they give unwanted and definitely unnecessary comments about you . It's sad .
There are a few others whom I'm also not speaking to anymore . Some cases maybe a blessing in disguise while some are a pity . Now , I've only got memories to remember them by . Be it bad or good , they'll always be kept close to my heart .
How true as the saying goes - Out goes the old one , in comes the new . With failed and fell out friendships , I got closer to quite a few others . One person I'm really glad that I got closer to this year is none other than , Vincent . It's funny how we actually met and how everything blossomed in the next few months . Sometimes I think back and smile silly to myself . :D They say love comes when you least expect it and it's undeniable .
I'm happy with the people who are in my life right now . Whether a not they'll leave , I wouldn't know but one thing I know for sure is that they've made me who I am today & I'm very grateful to have met them .
Funny how everything changed within a few months .
But anyway ! Looking at my planner , August seems to be packed and I've a feeling it'll be over very soon ! As each day pass and with the date of school's start date draws nearer , I'm getting more worried and pressured . I really don't know if I'll be able to cope with everything and I'm still on the look out for a new job . And my education loan kicks in as soon as 1st September . . . I'm a little not prepared , to be honest . Sigh . I'm not sure if I'm ready to take up such a big burden yet but I've got no choice . I went for a few interviews this week and I really hope to hear good news soon ! Life's worries . . . *breaths in deep!*