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So Ive lost 6 pounds since I've been dieting. Awesome. except that im still fat. I know I deserve it. I did a lot of bad things and hurt a lot of people that cared about me. I don't want to be like that ever again. I dont want to be that person that deserves bad things to happen. And how did I turn out like that, honestly, I dont wish a bad thing on anyone, i was raised well, to be kind and generous and all that. So what was up with me spending my teenage years a big huge jerk? Lame. I owe myself and everyone else better. Im really glad that I act like a grownup now.