Feelings
Why is it that people come to me with relationship problems or problems in general, it seems like no one is ever around when i really need them, or no one who really wants to hear it. Shizu is not home or online, neither is Kags or Dobbs or Lana not that it would matter...because online you can't tell if they are listening or just all "yeah" or "thats true" and not really caring. i listen to everyone under the sun rant and rave yet when i do it its like it doesn't matter. i have lost count of the times i asked kags to come over and spend the night, and everytime i go to ask shizu, she cant or has someone else over, so i stopped asking them, dobs i know she can't caz her grandma is visiting her and shizu is now up north with her family so i can't ask her. lana is in a diffrent state. rini has enough problems of her own and works as well as kaba. i just wish i had a shoulder that i could cry on. and jen cant because a) shes also in a diffrent stated and B) she has a new boyfriend so she doesn't get online. i am so tired of crying alone...oh and mandy, well... i can never really get ahold of mandy and now she has a job as well so...