All i wanted was a Dance

[orianalumidaios]

its not fair how easily he can hurt me... no one has ever been able to do that before. tonight i used basicly the last of my money to make him a stew before he left for the weekend to go home, after we ate he started reading. i asked him for a dance and he said he would after he finished reading since he was nearly done... he fell asleep reading i went in the room, did a paper that is due in about 10 hours and woke him up to sleep in bed... it wasn't till he was snorring that the tears started to fall. i feel like such a wuss now, i used to not cry at all and to top it all off my heart starts hurting again and my left arm tingles while it does, it is hard for me to breath and now my mom starts yelling at me again like i am her personal maid or something...is a dance too much to ask for? one moment to make my weekend? one moment to make the whole week seem worth it? i don't know....you tell me...

::hides in the shadows of her mind::

~Min Min~