Mar 03, 2006 08:00
ok I have more time now. well not really but I can dream. i started college in aug. last semester (05) and met this guy. he and i started going out and have been for nearly 6 months now. of course he is a guy and can be an ass at times...forgets stuff like valentines day... I never in my life met a man who made me want to cry soooo much because he doesn't think before he speaks. I went to LA for x-mas and got a lappy top yay!!! my mom still won't let me get another dog.....stupid mother. but zack has helped me with and through difficult times. i had a bad dream last night about someone kidnapping me and stuff....i know i had seen that guy before...I just don't know where....oh well dreams are just dreams right? and i get to see my zack today YAY!!! I didn't get to see him yesterday. and break out the booze and celebrate i'm being published internationally for one of my poems!!! here it is.
Title:Decisions
Ever wonder what it would be like if you looked back?
Would you change anything?
Regret anything?
Or would you be proud of the decisions you made?
Did you stop to think every decision through completely?
Probably not.
Did you ever wonder what it would have been like had you chose different?
Of course you have, its human nature to wonder.
Or have you thought deeper?
Did you ever wonder if there was another world parallel to our own?
That held all of the choices not made?
Think deeper
Every decision brings endless possibilities
Just like numbers
The worlds would never end
They would keep going on forever
Therefore
Its impossible to think a decision,
With all its consequences through to its entirety
If you did
Then you would have wasted your life on the impossible…..
P.S. if you want mor than the summery of the past few months then you will have to call me XP
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