graduation

[orianalumidaios]

hello everyone...i know i haven't done an entry in a while so yeah...here goes..my mom practically blames me for being born i have a few new work friends and i started cutting again...*sigh* oh yeah and i'm graduating for getting my GED...like that's anything special right...no one is going to be there anyway...all of my family lives in louisiana...and it would be to much for them to come and see me graduate but its not for them to go on vacation ....or they act like its not expensive for us to go there and visit on the holidays....and its not like my friends care anyway...ok dobbs said she had summer school..i understand that and Shizu says she would try if her parents don't make them all go to florida...and Kags...well...said if she didn't have drama club stuff...make me feel loved...the only ones going are my mom...who only goes to show face and to try and look like for her stupid church that she cares (w/e..like she ever did...i mean she blames me for everything even being born)and tammy if she can get off of work...i would say F**k it all and not go but i paid for the cap and gown already anyway and that would be a waist of $40.00 dollars right. right. anyway yeah well that shows how much i am loved...i mean my grandma and them can go to mississipi to watch a distant cousin graduate but not me...

::i'm not even sure i have it in me to care anymore::

~oreo~