Jul 29, 2004 22:26
I hate my birthdays!! they are always messed up! like this year my mom says she doesn't know if she will be here or not caz she might be painting a guy from church's in-laws house. the money is more important than my friggen birthday!!! ARGGG!!! well i see what comes first for her... they always do this to me! well i don't care anymore! fuck it i'll just sleep the whole friggin day not like anyone remembers anyway... cept some of my friends. my b/f is taking me to funsville but it won't be the same... i'll probably be pissed and sad the whole day anyway. pissed caz of my mom and sad because it will be the first birthday me and my brother are apart. i hope his birthday is better than mine is... which it probably will be since last year he got $100 from my dad. oh well... like i said i don't care anymore i don't see the point in getting worked up about it if it's never gonna change anyway. the only one out of my family in LA that will remember is my grandma.
::goes and sulks in the shadows::
Orio