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wow do i feel like shit, first the whole betrayl with jill and the feeling completely dirty and disgusted with my self anf the fact that i lack a brain and the feeling as if i cant even look into the mirror and now gabby the person that i completely care about more then anything thinks that i dont and that i hung up on her when my stupid phone died, damn i hate cell phones, i hate me, everyone expects me to be this amazing freind and such a great person but u know what im not i suck alot and all that endsup usually happening is me hurting person after person after person so i think i should warn the world right now to not get too close o me unless u enjoy getting hurt because thats all being friends with me brings about i think i should either die in a hole or live ina a secluded cabin in the woods in some random island in the middle of another galaxy where no one would ever find me the only thing im good at is complaining and i do that too much im even doing it now grrrrrr make it stop, just make it all stop