rambling
So i'm finished. well. sort of. bc of my stupid mono i had to ask for extensions in psych and glob, meaning i still have two 6000 word papers to write, and two exams to study for. but i can do all that in 6 months, so no pressure there. Today was absolutely insane i mean... i woke up at 7:30, which used to be normal, but currently that's total hell, and worked till 14:00 non-stop... seriously... ok, i have a thing with the word seriously since i started watching greys anatomy... not as bad as my friends saying va-jay-jay... but close. anyway. first i had my spanish oral, so i made sarah speek spanish to me while we were drinking coffee, although at times i had no fucking clue what she was saying. yea... one semester of spanish does not help those of us who are genetically programmed to suck at languages. specially because i haven't manged to study properly since march. yay for mono as well... for some reason my oral went well though. so that was a relief. no idea what i talked about, i said something about my brain being very slow, due to my illness, so if she could please speak a little slower. yea, no clue where that came from, i don't even know the word for brain... haven't had spanish anatomy yet.
other than that i finished off my two portfolios, my final exam for statistics, and my huge (seriously huge- 80 pages) psychology paper. so very very satisfied.
tomorrow i'm going to rotterdam to tan, swim and go to the sauna with Laura. Thursday we're coming back to Middelburg because there's a sensual seduction party... principally i am VERY against a sensual seduction party.. i mean, come on people... but it'll be the last time i see some people for three whole months, or more if people are going on exchange, so i guess i'll have to make a slutty appearance. Laura,who just got dumped because her boyfriend for 5 years 'doesn't think he still loves her' so she wants to follow the whole get over one guy and under other philosophy.. god. guys are such assholes, well, very many of them anyway.
i've been very anti-social lately, mainly because when everyone else is going crazy, i sleep. but it means not so much has changed in my usually relatively hectic life.
i've decided that next semester is going to be a really focused semester, in terms of what i do. i was so all over the place this semester because everyone wanted something or other from me this semester that i didn't even notice i was sick. i needed other people to tell me
i looked like crap to realise that i actually felt really bad too... so next semester my amazing plan is to start doing things i actually want to do again. being in the rasa board was fun, but not while my course load was about 65 hours a week as well. next semester i actually want to go riding again, and do more painting and stuff... and finally get that gym membership i wasn't allowed to get last semester bc i felt i was just gonna waste money on it bc i wouldn't be able to go more than once a month anymore. hmmm looking forward to next semester already.
the thing i'm worries about now is my summer, bc i still REALLY want to go to namibia, but i'll be staying in a village which is at the end of the only road leading to that area. so, not the middle of nowhere, but almost... and because i already have problems getting everything done normally here, i'm a little worried. but i have a whole month to feel a bit better, so i hope it passes. i do have a backup plan just in case...
i would also like to take a spanish summer course in spain, and then travel around italy for a bit. not quite as exciting as namibia for me, but still good enough.
anyway, my room is a dump, so i'm gonna clean up a bit. for all those interester, i'll be in paris on the 22nd of May, so let me know if you're
around.
xxx Sanne
other than that i finished off my two portfolios, my final exam for statistics, and my huge (seriously huge- 80 pages) psychology paper. so very very satisfied.
tomorrow i'm going to rotterdam to tan, swim and go to the sauna with Laura. Thursday we're coming back to Middelburg because there's a sensual seduction party... principally i am VERY against a sensual seduction party.. i mean, come on people... but it'll be the last time i see some people for three whole months, or more if people are going on exchange, so i guess i'll have to make a slutty appearance. Laura,who just got dumped because her boyfriend for 5 years 'doesn't think he still loves her' so she wants to follow the whole get over one guy and under other philosophy.. god. guys are such assholes, well, very many of them anyway.
i've been very anti-social lately, mainly because when everyone else is going crazy, i sleep. but it means not so much has changed in my usually relatively hectic life.
i've decided that next semester is going to be a really focused semester, in terms of what i do. i was so all over the place this semester because everyone wanted something or other from me this semester that i didn't even notice i was sick. i needed other people to tell me
i looked like crap to realise that i actually felt really bad too... so next semester my amazing plan is to start doing things i actually want to do again. being in the rasa board was fun, but not while my course load was about 65 hours a week as well. next semester i actually want to go riding again, and do more painting and stuff... and finally get that gym membership i wasn't allowed to get last semester bc i felt i was just gonna waste money on it bc i wouldn't be able to go more than once a month anymore. hmmm looking forward to next semester already.
the thing i'm worries about now is my summer, bc i still REALLY want to go to namibia, but i'll be staying in a village which is at the end of the only road leading to that area. so, not the middle of nowhere, but almost... and because i already have problems getting everything done normally here, i'm a little worried. but i have a whole month to feel a bit better, so i hope it passes. i do have a backup plan just in case...
i would also like to take a spanish summer course in spain, and then travel around italy for a bit. not quite as exciting as namibia for me, but still good enough.
anyway, my room is a dump, so i'm gonna clean up a bit. for all those interester, i'll be in paris on the 22nd of May, so let me know if you're
around.
xxx Sanne