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edit; uhh, this is all so much more than that. i'm fucked up about everything right now, like any little thing sets me off, but its so much bigger than that. i hate myself, and my body. i want to destroy myself. its all wrong, and i just need you here. i need someone, but i really need you. i am sick of myself. my arm looks fucking gross, i hate myself, and now my parents are going to freak out. someone love me. and thanks for hanging up it helped me calm down. but not really.