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I am not sure If I've checked my pulse lately. I've noticed I've become well aware of my many eyes. Witch direction can I pause on? I am tring to find someting to stay focused.
Too tell you the truth I am scared. I am not sure where everything I hold is going. its like when you crack your neck, its bad to rotate it in circles.
I am trying to consume my thoughts and it comes down to this: I am sick and tired of trying to be a good person. It's time someone pays me a little respect. I want inside of hearts/heart.
I feel like their is a lot of bull shit berried. I am not sure if I want to find it, but I do. I want in. I want for us to explore. I want to pace and walk into everything. Talk about nothing and make it everything. (this is sounding way too soap oprah)
Picking apart your brain is way too hard when you want something simple. fuck the drama between the lines of everything.
I am going to sleep now.
I will update you in another ten years.
Too tell you the truth I am scared. I am not sure where everything I hold is going. its like when you crack your neck, its bad to rotate it in circles.
I am trying to consume my thoughts and it comes down to this: I am sick and tired of trying to be a good person. It's time someone pays me a little respect. I want inside of hearts/heart.
I feel like their is a lot of bull shit berried. I am not sure if I want to find it, but I do. I want in. I want for us to explore. I want to pace and walk into everything. Talk about nothing and make it everything. (this is sounding way too soap oprah)
Picking apart your brain is way too hard when you want something simple. fuck the drama between the lines of everything.
I am going to sleep now.
I will update you in another ten years.