Oct 23, 2007 20:53
That I should have to fight for love.
That it should come to me.
That it should be easy to find love.
That I shouldn't have to try because it was meant to be.
A beautiful person told me that.
For her, it is easy to find love.
Guys come running whenever they hear she's single.
But me, I've always had to fight for love.
In one way or another, I have always had to try, whether it be tooth and nail, intellect, or sheer seductivity, I have had to try my very hardest to gain and keep every girl who I've been in some form of relationship with.
And I'm fucking tired of people who have everything easy telling me how easy everything is.
For me, it's not easy.
I have to use every ounce of my being to covet a girl, every time.
And I'm fucking tired of trying my hardest, just to be smashed into the ground.