The fog is rollin' in ..

Oct 19, 2004 10:13

I turned on the headlights to see in the dark, but all I got was 2 feet in front of me. My heart is pounding faster and I can't see straight. As if the darkness won't let me escape to see what lies in front of me. The dark keeps me at bay, repressing, pounding, and pushing me back. OoOps .. uh .. ahhh! Grr .. I tripped and fell again. I seem to be doing that A LOT lately .. nothing to hold me up and I can't see ahead of me. It gets hard. "now and again I find myself so far down" that I can't seem to find my way back.

Random instanity has begun to manifest itself within my bowels .. I can't afford to lose this battle raging within .. it has captivated and moved my soul to new heights of cataclysmic proportions. Passionate and deceiving, forboding and inviting .. where does it all come from?

"When I'm Gone"

Theres another world inside of me that you may never see
ther are secrest in this life that I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness there's a life that I can't find
May its too far away or maybe im just blind; maybe im just blind

So hold me when Im here right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when Im scared and love me when im gone
Everything I am and everything in me
wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down even if I could
I'd give up everything if only for your good
So hold me when im here right me when im wrong
You can hold me when im scared but you won't always be there
So love me when im gone, love me when Im gone

"Away from the sun"

Its down to this
I've got to make my life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell me where I am

Cause now again I found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun again
Away from sun again

Im over this
Im tired of livin' in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feelings gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into to the world i know

And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
Im so far down away from sun
that shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones life me
Im so far down away from the sun again

its down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
and now I can't tell what i've done

And now again i've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again
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