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Surprisingly this is the first time ive actually felt the storm subside within. I feel peaceful. The old me is slowly emerging from within. The kind,childlike,fun, beautiful caring person I thought I had forever lost, has re-surfaced. Today I feel extremely blessed.
I actually don't have the urge to smoke a cigarette which is insane cause im a chain smoker to the core. But for some reason today, I just don't want to fall to the addiction and give in, I want to say NO! I'm tired of throwing my money to the smoking industry and being there slave. It's like paying some corporate asshole to give you lung cancer. no thanks.
The plus side:
1. I wouldn't mind gaining some weight, and from what I hear that may be the case. So I'll just substitute smoke with yummy food. and enjoy the thickness that comes. lol
2. The likelihood of getting lung cancer, throat cancer etc. Will decrease tremendously.
3. My brain and physical strength won't feel so bogged down. I can concentrate on food and my studies.
4. I can breath.
5. save money
I hope this feeling remains with me, I am enjoying the peacefullness.
I actually don't have the urge to smoke a cigarette which is insane cause im a chain smoker to the core. But for some reason today, I just don't want to fall to the addiction and give in, I want to say NO! I'm tired of throwing my money to the smoking industry and being there slave. It's like paying some corporate asshole to give you lung cancer. no thanks.
The plus side:
1. I wouldn't mind gaining some weight, and from what I hear that may be the case. So I'll just substitute smoke with yummy food. and enjoy the thickness that comes. lol
2. The likelihood of getting lung cancer, throat cancer etc. Will decrease tremendously.
3. My brain and physical strength won't feel so bogged down. I can concentrate on food and my studies.
4. I can breath.
5. save money
I hope this feeling remains with me, I am enjoying the peacefullness.