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in all honesty herbie, i am not spreading rumors, ive mentioned things to people but thats completely different than what you were told. im not the one making out with people of the same sex herbie. youve told me things that make me believe all this.whatever. i am over it. over you. please dont act like you are such a friendly person you really arent... going to a different city and putting an act on in front of all these people isnt going to change how you really are. if you really wanted to approach me about all this it might have been better than doing it publicly just to "prove" whatever you are trying to prove.. but like i said im over it. so please dont make me look like the bad person. im sorry things cant be on good terms but you are the one that made it this way.. you did some horrible horrible things and there is nothing that can make me feel differently about it. certainly not trying to make people feel sorry for you. i wish things could be different.. but 7 months is really too late. i have no grudges but i have no good feelings either.. its ...neutral. not like you care. another saying before that you hate all these people that you now "deeply" claim to care about just proves your fakeness even more.. but im sorry for you. i really am.