Random thoughts
So I had a call from my brother today. He wanted to borrow my shop vac. When he wants something is the only time I hear from him. I know this. When he was at the house picking it up he said that the baby had just gotten out of the hospital the day before. She had been in since Wednesday with RSV. When I said something about if he had let me know I
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This post makes me teary because I DO love you (even if I suck at showing it sometimes) and while I had a great wedding I regretted not being well enough to really enjoy it or spend more real time with several dear friends including you. Hell, I barely saw my own parents!
I don't want you to feel weird or alone because you have never been anything other than a real joy in my life. I miss Bethie hugs and impromptu dinners at my old apartment back in the day. Celtic New Year isn't the same without you and I really would have loved for you to be here with us at Christmas so you could have enjoyed yourself and felt wanted.
Things are changing fast and while I know money is an issue and always will be I think it's time to think outside the box of holes and work towards something more in tune with you. Go back to school. I'll help you with the financial aid options and just overcoming the general big scariness of it all. You would be a wonderful librarian or teacher and there are plenty of people who could benefit from having you around just as much as I ever did.
Come to Texas. Between me and Wendy we'll figure something out. Just get the hell out of Colorado. I think better than anybody I understand that while you want to love your blood kin, sometimes it's the ones you choose that are the real foundations of your heart.
You always have a home in me.
*BIG EFFIN' HUG*
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I'm up for a phone call any time.
Speaking of wedding, I have a picture of your wedding present from Wendy and I...I'll e-mail it to you. :)
Big hugs back.
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