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For the record, Jaya Mitai was wrong when she said medication doesn't have a difference. I took my pills this morning and feel infinitely better. It might be psychosomatic in that I expected it to work and it did, but I don't care. I feel sane again.
My behaviour yesterday was so embarrassing. I alternated between crying jags and screaming fits. It didn't help that I went bowling with my brother and his friend, who has to be THE most annoying boy in the world. I'm very competitive and I hate losing, but I just couldn't concentrate on the game and ended up sucking. I got a score of 91 in the first game and 54 in the second, and I normally break 110 easily. My brother's friend kept making sarky comments about how much I sucked too, which didn't help. I relieved my frustrations on a certain chair there. I didn't break it, but darn I got close to it. O_o
Yes, I'm just trying to forget yesterday happened, which doesn't explain why I'm writing about it here. I must give such a bad impression of myself to you guys, because, to most of the people I know offline, I'm sweet, charming and together. That's what almost everyone says about me.
Anyway, I shall never forget to take my medication again. That's for sure. . . . O_o
Unfortunately, I got dressed before I started feeling better, so I look like . . . um . . . crap. I'm wearing the free Hulk shirt I got from HP, a pair of khaki men's cargos, purple socks and a black jacket. Oh well. I'm staying at home today. Only the family and cats to see me. :p
My behaviour yesterday was so embarrassing. I alternated between crying jags and screaming fits. It didn't help that I went bowling with my brother and his friend, who has to be THE most annoying boy in the world. I'm very competitive and I hate losing, but I just couldn't concentrate on the game and ended up sucking. I got a score of 91 in the first game and 54 in the second, and I normally break 110 easily. My brother's friend kept making sarky comments about how much I sucked too, which didn't help. I relieved my frustrations on a certain chair there. I didn't break it, but darn I got close to it. O_o
Yes, I'm just trying to forget yesterday happened, which doesn't explain why I'm writing about it here. I must give such a bad impression of myself to you guys, because, to most of the people I know offline, I'm sweet, charming and together. That's what almost everyone says about me.
Anyway, I shall never forget to take my medication again. That's for sure. . . . O_o
Unfortunately, I got dressed before I started feeling better, so I look like . . . um . . . crap. I'm wearing the free Hulk shirt I got from HP, a pair of khaki men's cargos, purple socks and a black jacket. Oh well. I'm staying at home today. Only the family and cats to see me. :p