Lost....

[oreoz37]

Let me start out by saying de i LOVE you not just la you but it sounded cute right? And by no means is your friendship being outranked. I have fun with both of ya'll it just with him it is a COMPLETELY different kind of fun. Even though i have heard you have a pretty big secret! LOL Anyways i am soo lost. I don't know what i am doing these days or

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ThAtS wHaT yOu GeT!!!

[butrflyprinces]

Hey, that speech still applies missy!!! You haven't left yet, you still have plenty of time to leap, and into his arms if that's what you want. Why bother what the future may hold and what heartbreak may come. You seem to think that by putting up this big iron wall around your heart and emotions you can keep yourself from getting hurt. Hah...sorry to break it to you sweety but that isn't going to work!!! Not only will it not keep you from getting hurt or falling for someone, but it will actually just get you hurt worse. Just think about how hurt the two of you are that you didn't jump in sooner!!! (I so should have just pushed your sorry ass a long time ago and got it over with~lmao) Man...another relationship I'm to blame for!!! It's just a shame I can't cause my own!!! What's up with that??? Haha. It's alright though because this is by far the BEST one ever!!! I love you and I care about you sooo so very much (man...it aint like that, that secret aint for you!!! haha, specially since you done told everyone ya loser!!! It's a secret for a reason) and I know that he does to. It's just up to your sorry ass to admit that you really do care about him a lot and get it over with. Hiding that fact isn't going to do any good, especially since the whole time you were telling me he was falling I knew you already fell harder. Geesh...you aint good at hiding things....guess it kind of goes along with the keepin a secret thing!!! =) Just call him, tell him that it wasn't meant like that and she exaggerated it, that you really dont want something so stupid to come between ya'll because he means more than that and if he's mad....give him time to cool off and call his sorry ass back and say it all again tomorrow!!! Geesh...do I have to explain EVERYTHING to you??? Haha. Nah man, just kidding. I don't think this is anything to worry about....you two are beyond this kind of bs drama. It's just his pride and your confidence or whatever was broken so ya'll were both pissed and mad...and that's never good!!! Itll all b aight though I swear!!! Anyways though, I love you tons but I gotta go work on my papers so I don't fail English!!! Hehe...ttyl. LOVE YOU!!!