If anyone is out there...
Because i haven't updated this journal in so long i doubt anyone will read this. I guess that is why i feel so free to say exactly what is on my mind. A few weeks ago my best friend lost the greatest love he will ever know... me. During a moment of drunken passion he let one emotion overcome all others. He showed me a part of him i never imagined exhisted. He revealed all the hate and ugly that was inside of him. I have never been so scared and so shocked all at the same time. I always thought i would marry him someday...
The very next morning i left with my family to escape the wrath of Hurrican Katrina. It hit a few days later devestating the entire Gulf Coast. For days and days the power was off and all of the phone lines were down. I had no way of contacting my family. All i could do was cry and search for their faces on the news. I filled out descriptions of them and posted it on various web sites. I expected the worse. Luckily my family survived unlike so many in that area. My home still stands but seeing the destruction later, first hand, broke my heart. I never imagined losing the spirit and the history of the Gulf Coast.
My point is in life there are no definites. Seize every moment because you will never get it back again. No matter how hard you fight it somethings just aren't meant to be. In life we are constantly growing, learning, and changing our views. So try not to be too convictous, because one day you may discover you were very wrong. And most importantly... change isn't always a bad thing. Life can suprise you for the good sometimes too. So never give up.
The very next morning i left with my family to escape the wrath of Hurrican Katrina. It hit a few days later devestating the entire Gulf Coast. For days and days the power was off and all of the phone lines were down. I had no way of contacting my family. All i could do was cry and search for their faces on the news. I filled out descriptions of them and posted it on various web sites. I expected the worse. Luckily my family survived unlike so many in that area. My home still stands but seeing the destruction later, first hand, broke my heart. I never imagined losing the spirit and the history of the Gulf Coast.
My point is in life there are no definites. Seize every moment because you will never get it back again. No matter how hard you fight it somethings just aren't meant to be. In life we are constantly growing, learning, and changing our views. So try not to be too convictous, because one day you may discover you were very wrong. And most importantly... change isn't always a bad thing. Life can suprise you for the good sometimes too. So never give up.