Jul 26, 2005 11:25
Can you believe Stevo called me a bitch? He saw Angel at the festival while i was in MS. He asked where her where i was and she said we were on the way. He was like good i hope i see her and she asked if we were "talking" which by the way.... NO. After he left that message on my phone i have kind of been blowing him off. But obviously he is unstable ok. Bc the very next day he called me like nothing happened asking to go out. So i did what i do when guys get on my nerves. I keep saying I'll call him back b4 we go out i and i never did. Well he told Angel i was a bitch and that i like to play people. Ok NOOOO. Not exactly. But if your psycho i am going to try to get away from you. Uggghhh. Man guess what song just came on... When you left I lost a part of me is that so hard to believe come back baby please cause we belong together. Lastnight i was thinking about luke as i was going to sleep (big suprise there) anyway i was feeling sad. I remembered how he told me when he missed me and felt low he just remembered the good times we had. So i was going to try it. The weirdest thing happened. I couldn't remember one moment with him that i was actually touching the sky happy. I remember being happy and excited that he was coming to see me and after thinking back on the memories. But when he is actually right there.... I feel i guess like i'm dreaming. I just thought that was weird you know?