Its far to early, and I'm much to tired.
Just, can't explain it.
I thought about her today.
It hurt.
Alot.
I thought about something else in conjunction with that. It pissed me off. I know I let it get to me way to much. Nevertheless it really REALLY gets to me. Oh well. That too shall pass.
I've been on meds for my throat.
Steroids.
They're making me cranky. REALLY cranky. Its a miricle I haven't murdered someone. Thats no shit. Violence is +15 right now or some shit.
*laughs at nerdness*
Sleep doesn't come easy anymore. Its restless too. I've had a few memorable dreams lately. One of which was really really disturbing. Thinking about it creeps me out. Not fun. I haven't had a nightmare in years. It wasn't what I'd consider a nightmare. But its stuck with me, and my dreams typically don't do that. Ever.
Its 4 am.....
my e-mail is empty
my buddy list is loaded with away messages
my phone is quiet and messageless
there is a golf infomercial on TV
.....its not closed captioned.....I guess the deaf don't play golf.
I changed the channel. It was getting on my nerves.
....an infomercial with Ron Jeremy? What the hell....
apparently Ron Jeremy has made a new penis enlargement pill called ExtenZe. Its all natural and if I call now I get a free bottle. Over 10 top male adult film stars are users and support this product. The number is 1 800 481 5586 and I should call now.
I can't hear what they're saying though. Its not closed captioned either. Guess the deaf don't need big penises.
.....shit......*shakes head*.....This
shit
I thought about her today.
It hurt.
Alot.
I thought about something else in conjunction with that. It pissed me off. I know I let it get to me way to much. Nevertheless it really REALLY gets to me. Oh well. That too shall pass.
I've been on meds for my throat.
Steroids.
They're making me cranky. REALLY cranky. Its a miricle I haven't murdered someone. Thats no shit. Violence is +15 right now or some shit.
*laughs at nerdness*
Sleep doesn't come easy anymore. Its restless too. I've had a few memorable dreams lately. One of which was really really disturbing. Thinking about it creeps me out. Not fun. I haven't had a nightmare in years. It wasn't what I'd consider a nightmare. But its stuck with me, and my dreams typically don't do that. Ever.
Its 4 am.....
my e-mail is empty
my buddy list is loaded with away messages
my phone is quiet and messageless
there is a golf infomercial on TV
.....its not closed captioned.....I guess the deaf don't play golf.
I changed the channel. It was getting on my nerves.
....an infomercial with Ron Jeremy? What the hell....
apparently Ron Jeremy has made a new penis enlargement pill called ExtenZe. Its all natural and if I call now I get a free bottle. Over 10 top male adult film stars are users and support this product. The number is 1 800 481 5586 and I should call now.
I can't hear what they're saying though. Its not closed captioned either. Guess the deaf don't need big penises.
.....shit......*shakes head*.....This
shit