Wait...

Jan 13, 2005 10:03

"Wait for the boy who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the boy who will drop everything to be with you at anytime of the day no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy makes you smile,and when he smiles you know he needs you. wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no makeup on, but appreciates it when you get all dolled up for him....and most of all,wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe because he of course is at the center of yours..."
~Unknown

I read that yesterday in A4 (Adv Spanish 3) and all I could think about was Dan. Last night, Dan and I went out, I had fun. Even though I was sore from track earlier that day, but he still made sure that I enjoyed myslef. and THATS what i LOVE about HIM. He cares more about me than he does himself.Which may sound crazy, but it makes me feel special. And it's really cool how I can ask him a question about track, and he will know what to do, or what would help.I love how we can talk as boyfriend and girlfriend one second with "I love you's" and "I miss you's" then a second later talk as friends about random stuff. Example, the whole track thing,or about my nazi mother. I really do care about him a WHOLE lot! He is sooo good to me,..it's CRAZY!

I try not to talk about my Ex's with him, but it's hard. Not to, the only 2 I talk about are the 2 that I dated the longest,and had the largest impact in my life. 9 1/2 months (Bryan) and 5 months and 1 day (Tyler).I feel really bad when I talk about my ex's to him. But I just don't want him to do the things they did to me. Cuz in the end it hurts,...and im tried of getting hurt. i bet your thinking "WELL DUH JAYME THE ONLY WAY NOT TO GET HURT IS TO NOT GET INTO A RELATINSHIP." Well sorry to break it to ya but you can get hurt just as bad if you were in a relationship. I have seen it done to a close friend of mine, and I have had it happen to me before. In the end, I trust Dan, and I know he wouldn't hurt me on purpose.
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