Dec 31, 2007 02:06
I haven’t been writing at all. The combination of all things - school, soro stuff, family stuff, personal stuff, has prevented me from doing any writing, ANY writing.
For the most part, I’ve been happy; happier than I’ve even been, I think, that I don’t feel I need to write to fulfill some void since writing has always been some sort of therapy for me. Why take therapy when there’s nothing wrong, right?
But I’m writing now.
Before any of my devoted critics, jump into conclusions about my personal life, let me save you the assumptions and say that this isn’t of a “heartbroken” sort.
I am going to discontinue the use of this lj. There are too many “what, I wrote that?” entries and I would like to separate myself from that part of my life. Deletion may come someday. What I would miss really, is reading all the entries on my friends’ list. I may possibly write in lj again, when I do, I’ll add the same people up. I’ll be around; happy, sad, irritated, like I always am but this time I won’t be writing about it just yet.
That’s it. If anyone wants to know, I spent my Christmas with my boyfriend and his family and we are to celebrate the New Year together (alone) as well.=) We are about to celebrate our 1st year anniversary and I am the new AS Alti!=D Needless to say, I am damn happy.=p Happy New Year to all and belated Happy Holidays!
NAME: diane
AGE: 19
YEAR: 2007
PLACES:
1) PLACE YOU HUNG OUT THE MOST IN THIS YEAR:
serg's house, AS tambayan
2) FAVORITE NEW PLACE YOU DISCOVERED:
ionic coffee house, mint coffee!!
3) PLACES YOU WENT ON DATES:
all over!
4) FAVORITE VACATION SPOT FOR THE YEAR:
hmm?
5) FAVORITE PLACES YOU MADE OUT IN THIS YEAR:
haha
PEOPLE:
1) PERSON/S WHO TAUGHT YOU ALOT THIS YEAR:
gimik, LANE, serg, ME
2) AN OLD FRIEND YOU REDISCOVERED THIS YEAR:
JAZEM!
3) PERSON WHO TOLD YOU THE NICEST THING ABOUT YOURSELF:
sis marie
4) PERSON WHO DID SOMETHING REALLY GREAT FOR YOU (AND WHAT):
meia
5) PERSON YOU SPENT THE MOST TIME WITH THIS YEAR:
serg
6) PERSON YOU DID SOMETHING REALLY GREAT FOR (AND WHAT):
serg, i guess? hahahaha
7) SOMEONE YOU WISHED YOU TALKED TO THIS YEAR:
i wish i talked to AAK people more. mamu, ate lexie, sensei rex..=(
8) SOMEONE WHOM YOU STARTED A GREAT NEW FRIENDSHIP WITH:
eunice
9) OLD ENEMY/S YOU MADE PEACE WITH THIS YEAR:
i don't have enemies; let's just say though that there are people who choose to "fight" me even if i don't. for the coming year, i hope they move on because fighting me isn't at all interesting since i basically don't care anyway. let's move on and make peace, people!=)
10) SOMEONE YOU LOST THIS YEAR:
...
11) PERSON/S YOU KISSED THIS YEAR:
serg
12) PERSON WHO MADE YOU LAUGH THE MOST:
AS-SJ people, gmik, serg
13) PERSON WHO MADE YOU CRY:
i cry at everything!
14) PERSON YOU DISLIKED WHEN THE YEAR BEGAN BUT ENDED UP BECOMING GOOD FRIENDS WITH:
??
15) PERSON YOU CRUSHED ON THE ENTIRE YEAR:
wala
16) SOMEONE YOU WISHED YOU APOLOGIZED TO:
i have already apologized
17) PEOPLE YOU WENT OUT ON DATES WITH:
4g peeps, AS peeps, gmik, hazel and ross sometimes, serg
18) FRIENDS YOU WENT OUT WITH ALOT:
AS, gmik, bjg
19) COOLEST PERSON YOU MET THIS YEAR:
?
STUFF:
1) CLOTHING ITEM YOU WORE MOST THIS YEAR:
?
2) NICEST PRESENT YOU GOT THIS YEAR:
being AS alti.=D
3) FAVORITE SONG FOR THE YEAR:
hmm??
4) COOLEST EVENT FOR THE YEAR:
i had the coolest christmas and will be having the coolest new year since i got to/get to spend it with the one i love ;)
5) NEW HOBBY YOU PICKED UP THIS YEAR:
i dropped a lot of hobbies this year. hahaha
6) BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR:
nick joaquin anthology because it saved my life second sem, heartbreak and first love because i'm a secret hopeless romantic! hahaha!
7) BEST MOVIE:
oh my, what movies did i watch this year?hahaha. oh!!! i still love zsa zsa zaturnah, haha. desperadas too.;) go MMFF!=p
8) MOST SHOCKING NEWS HEADLINE OF THE YEAR:
glorietta blast. lalang. it was all too close to home..
9) FAVORITE FOOD FOR THE YEAR:
umm? via mare's bibingka! hahaha
10) FAVORITE NEW ARTIST THAT CAME OUT THIS YEAR:
i liked a lot of new artists this year, doubt they're new though, more like newly discovered? hehe
LESSONS:
1) WISEST THING YOU DID THIS YEAR:
oh my, meron ba? hahahahaha!
2) STUPIDEST THING YOU DID THIS YEAR:
relinquish my duties as AS aman to cleo =(
3) BIGGEST CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE THIS YEAR:
umm? hooking up with one of my best friends from high school?=p
4) BIGGEST CHALLENGE OF THE YEAR:
running for AS alti after being inactive for a sem
5) SOMETHING YOU LEARNED THE HARD WAY:
that pleasing everyone is not worth of your time, expecting too much is unhealthy, and surviving is the only key to get through everything. ---SAME - this sounds nice, so ditto.=p hahaha!
6) GREATEST LESSON YOU LEARNED ABOUT:
A. LOVE - that the one you love will be an exception to your beliefs and that you should give the best that you are regardless of how they are so you can say, 'you don't deserve me' and they will know it's true.=p hahahaha! kidding! just to give without expecting anything in return because like it says above, expecting too much is unhealthy.;)
B. LIFE - move one after every closure ;)
7) BEST JOKE YOU'VE HEARD ALL YEAR:
haha.. madami.=p
8) BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT OF THE YEAR:
certain people were a disappointment..
9) BIGGEST BLESSING OF THE YEAR:
everyday with serg and everyday in school is a blessing ;)
10) BIGGEST THING YOU DISCOVERED ABOUT THE WORLD:
the world moves fucking on, bitches. ;)
11) BIGGEST THING YOU DISCOVERED ABOUT PEOPLE IN GENERAL:
people change.;)
AND LASTLY!!!
1) GOALS/DREAMS FOR THE NEW YEAR:
- become more focused academically even with my added responsibilities with the soro
- survive my term as alti without TOO much stress; "invent" new project! hahahaha!
- be more responsible and focused
- to have MORE faith in the people i love
2) PREDICTIONS FOR THE NEXT YEAR ON:
A. LOVE - i've been happier than i can imagine, i'd settle for steadier and stronger for the coming year =p
B. CAREER - will generate AS funds like there's no tomorrow; FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!