lyrics of my life

[oreocookis]

hi there,
I know people dont read this anymore. But typing these out represent how i feel almost all the time. These come from Staind.

Fade:
I try to breathe
memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
the thought is too
much to conceive

I only know I can change
everything else just stays the same
so now I step out of the darkness
that my life became çause'
I just needed someone to talk to
you were just too busy with yourself
you were never there for me to
express how i felt
I just stuffed it down
now im older and i feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
but it seems the surface
Iam scratching
is the bed that I have made
so where were you
whenn all this i was going through
you never took the time to ask me
just what you could do
...........
Epiphany

your words to me jyst a whisper
your faces so unclear
i try to pay attention
your words just disappear
çause its always raining in my head
so I speak to you in riddles because
my words get in my way. I smoke the
Whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away çause I cant take anymore
Of this, I want to come apart
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
Iam nothing more than a little boy inside
that cries out for attention
though I always try to hide
and I talk to you like children
but I dont know
How I feel but I know
Ill do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed.
But its always raining in my head
- forget all the things I have said...