Oct 25, 2005 10:36
I'm a mess.
No, i'm not depressed anymore. In fact, I'm feeling better about myself than I ever have before. I actually have confidence, and I have no idea where it came from. It could be that I don't care what anyone thinks anymore, and I'm out to do all the right things.
But man oh man. Girls kill me. I think I know what I want. I'm pretty damn sure of it actually, but I don't want to hurt anyone. So I guess I'm just going to live my life, be silent, and see what happens. It's hard for me to keep my mouth shut....anyone that knows me, knows that. Hmmm.....
Life is good.