Nov 04, 2004 23:27
I dont even know where to begin. It has been so long and for that I am sorry. I have been feeling crazy emotional the past few weeks and have not wanted to bore myself or others.
School is a bitter sweet. i love my friends, hate my friends. same with classes. I have been so crabby lately thatpeople just get irritated with meand who can blame them i have been a jerk. I miss soem people i haven't talked to in awhile (sigh:Jakob)
yesterday in my bible class everything made me want to cry. I started talking about my mom and how much i miss her and Blair and i nearly lost it. Then the boys can in and gave us cookies and individual cards and i lost it and had to leave the room. love:hate. the boys in my class can be really stupid, the end.
First gameof the year and first pepe rally. i am so nervous. i just feel so different from the rest of my squad.
iamd tired now