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well, doesnt life just throw you for a loop sometimes. i went to oc this weekend and had so much fun. a part of me desires to go there and a huge part of me desires to go to aim. i guess i am just tired of not knowing what God wants me to do. It is driving me crazy. I feel so pulled. Both would be great I love theater and i would get to be there with my friends but aim seems so great and yet again my friends. I feel like no matter what i pick i am letting people down I just dont know what to do. I feel so torn.
Other news, church felt really weird on wendesday. something was off and I just could not place it. well actually i had felt it before wendesday it just became more apperent on wendesday. I dont know.
I feel reallu weird to. yet again my circle is changing and i feel totally weird. It be all this graduation stuff. wright has been my place of stability mu whole life and now that i am in my last year i am starting to resent the place. i think that it just might be easier on me if i leave the place angery then happy. I am not really sure.
Other news, church felt really weird on wendesday. something was off and I just could not place it. well actually i had felt it before wendesday it just became more apperent on wendesday. I dont know.
I feel reallu weird to. yet again my circle is changing and i feel totally weird. It be all this graduation stuff. wright has been my place of stability mu whole life and now that i am in my last year i am starting to resent the place. i think that it just might be easier on me if i leave the place angery then happy. I am not really sure.