Slacker!
So I haven't updated much.
But interesting things are going on. I hung out with some of my friends. Allison, Jennifer and Rachel to.
They're all married.
One of them has a kid. Another one is attempting at having a kid. The other one is pretty much obsessed with babies.
I want to get married, start a family, get a house and be an adult. I truly feel like I'm with the guy that I'll be comfortable doing all of that with.
All three of those ladies are fun to hang out with. I really had a good time. All we need is an asian girl and a latin girl and we're prepared for a 1980's cartoon program. We have two brunettes a redhead and a black lady. What more do we need?
I just read an article about what Angelina Jolie is doing and what she's done with the last six years of her life.
Read the article on msnbc dot com
I officially feel like the things I enjoy in life are superulofus and shallow. I care about the world at large, but what am I doing to change it? I sit in a chair and look on the internet and laugh at people who I've never met, play video games and consider, "Yeah the world is an awful place," without taking any action.
Where am I conserned with making a difference? At work.
I work for a fortune 100 consumers electronic retailer.
Very little that I do to make a difference there is going to effect people who struggle to eat everyday, not because they've squandered their earnings, but because there just isn't anything to eat.
I volunteer here in Kentucky moreso than I did in philadelphia and I think it's because I feel obligated to do so. Like, I'm an outsider taking up resoruces and poluting the area and talking shit about it on a regular basis. I had best give back to the community somehow, lest I be filled with pangs of guilt. And guilt can stay with me nearly as long as I can hold a grudge.
I miss my friends in philadelphia so badly. At least yesterday I did. One of the ladies I hung out with actually has this great relationship with her parents. I'm so envious of that. I don't like my mom. She's not someone I would make friends with at work, or want to hang out with. I wish that I had a set of parents that I could go to because I wanted to hang out, not just becuase I have to because they're my parents.
Anyway, I miss my friends because she said that she missed her mom and dad. Damnit. I miss Leighann and Alli and Darrell and Mike and Fred and Dane (Air, Earth and Fire.) In Allison and Jennifer --and it seems like Rachel will be as well-- I've made friends here that I enjoy spending time with, but I haven't known them but so long yet.
I miss my comofortable friends who have been with me through my problems. My friends who know and understand my quirks. Friends who will give me advice I should follow, won't and then eventually they'll get to tell me I told you so after I've come to the exact same conclusion on my own.
I really want to go back to philadelphia. Maybe on my own, so I can just kind of seek out my friends, and come home. I think I could use a little time alone. I've spent so much time with Scott, and he's wonderful but I haven't done much other than work, play WoW and hang out with him. I think the more that i'm hanging out with my friends, and potentially doing stuff like swimming and exersizing the more that need will be fullfiled.
I want to make more friends.
Anyway, winter is almost over so I better get the rest of my slacking in while it lasts. It was like 73 degrees yesterday. I'm hoping that keeps up, because my allergies have started kicking in, so spring must be arriving shortly.
I'm gonna go, and be more of a slacker. :-D
Awesome everyday,
Pam
But interesting things are going on. I hung out with some of my friends. Allison, Jennifer and Rachel to.
They're all married.
One of them has a kid. Another one is attempting at having a kid. The other one is pretty much obsessed with babies.
I want to get married, start a family, get a house and be an adult. I truly feel like I'm with the guy that I'll be comfortable doing all of that with.
All three of those ladies are fun to hang out with. I really had a good time. All we need is an asian girl and a latin girl and we're prepared for a 1980's cartoon program. We have two brunettes a redhead and a black lady. What more do we need?
I just read an article about what Angelina Jolie is doing and what she's done with the last six years of her life.
Read the article on msnbc dot com
I officially feel like the things I enjoy in life are superulofus and shallow. I care about the world at large, but what am I doing to change it? I sit in a chair and look on the internet and laugh at people who I've never met, play video games and consider, "Yeah the world is an awful place," without taking any action.
Where am I conserned with making a difference? At work.
I work for a fortune 100 consumers electronic retailer.
Very little that I do to make a difference there is going to effect people who struggle to eat everyday, not because they've squandered their earnings, but because there just isn't anything to eat.
I volunteer here in Kentucky moreso than I did in philadelphia and I think it's because I feel obligated to do so. Like, I'm an outsider taking up resoruces and poluting the area and talking shit about it on a regular basis. I had best give back to the community somehow, lest I be filled with pangs of guilt. And guilt can stay with me nearly as long as I can hold a grudge.
I miss my friends in philadelphia so badly. At least yesterday I did. One of the ladies I hung out with actually has this great relationship with her parents. I'm so envious of that. I don't like my mom. She's not someone I would make friends with at work, or want to hang out with. I wish that I had a set of parents that I could go to because I wanted to hang out, not just becuase I have to because they're my parents.
Anyway, I miss my friends because she said that she missed her mom and dad. Damnit. I miss Leighann and Alli and Darrell and Mike and Fred and Dane (Air, Earth and Fire.) In Allison and Jennifer --and it seems like Rachel will be as well-- I've made friends here that I enjoy spending time with, but I haven't known them but so long yet.
I miss my comofortable friends who have been with me through my problems. My friends who know and understand my quirks. Friends who will give me advice I should follow, won't and then eventually they'll get to tell me I told you so after I've come to the exact same conclusion on my own.
I really want to go back to philadelphia. Maybe on my own, so I can just kind of seek out my friends, and come home. I think I could use a little time alone. I've spent so much time with Scott, and he's wonderful but I haven't done much other than work, play WoW and hang out with him. I think the more that i'm hanging out with my friends, and potentially doing stuff like swimming and exersizing the more that need will be fullfiled.
I want to make more friends.
Anyway, winter is almost over so I better get the rest of my slacking in while it lasts. It was like 73 degrees yesterday. I'm hoping that keeps up, because my allergies have started kicking in, so spring must be arriving shortly.
I'm gonna go, and be more of a slacker. :-D
Awesome everyday,
Pam