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[orenlavendel]

Napoleon died..

And Marvin kept silent through most of the night. He told me to download a song called 'Fix You', by Coldplay, that it would explain things.

So I did.

And these are the lyrics.

--

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

--

I don't know if it's supposed to be directed at me. I just don't know anything anymore.

When will the things I love stop being taken from me?

This will be my last entry until next week since I'm leaving for the wedding tomorrow morning. I hope you all have great weekends. <3