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Over these past few months, I feel that I have grown into a stonger person. I feel stronger than I have ever felt in my life. However, I can be easily brought to tears through the painful words of someone who I care about. Doesn't matter who it is:mother, father, brother, best friend, boyfriend......no matter how stong I get, these people can easily bring me to my knees and I am a weakling for letting this happen. A weakling..I thought I could withstand it, but here I sit and cry alone waiting for someone who cares to comfort me. Yes, I need comfort, I want comfort. But I guess I'll just have to cry myself to sleep tonight.
"In a little while from now,
If I'm not feeling any less sour,
I promise myself, to treat myself,
And visit a nearby tower ..........
And climbing to the top,
will throw myself off,
In an effort to, make clear to whoever,
What it's like when you're shattered ......."