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Private to self // Hackable by friends
...a dream.
No.
A series of dreams.
Memories, actually.
My parents' death in my hands.
Ali al Saachez's lies.
We believed him. Many of us paid for our foolishness through dying.
There were more than 20 of us when we went to war.
I was the only one who survived.
Because of Gundam.
Because of Celestial Being.
Celestial Being saved me.
Acceptance into Celestial Being.
Chosen by VEDA.
Meeting with the other Meisters.
Receiving Exia. My Gundam.
Flying Exia for the first time.
My first mission.
...
Then, my mother.
I dreamed I was 5 again, and Mother was with me.
She was holding me, stroking my hair, speaking to me in that gentle voice of hers.
Soran. Everything is fine now. Mother is here with you. Nothing bad will happen to you. Mother will protect you.
You don't have to fight anymore.
...is that it?
Even though I defeated that gold Mobile Armour and Mobile Suit, even though I defeated that man who wished to gain control of the world...
Is that all I can do as a Gundam Meister?
I refuse to accept this!
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Viral, you are wrong. I am not simply a human who pilots a Gundam. I am a Gundam Meister. My work is far from complete. I do not believe I am dead back home. No. I am not dead. There is still much that needs to be done.
The same can be said about Purgatorium. Celestial Being, I am ready to carry out my duties as a Gundam Meister. I will gladly handle any tasks that need to be completed.
I have yet to achieve what I am fighting for. I will become Gundam.
Saji, thank you for your company last night. I apologise for imposing on you.
I will be out today. Allelujah will be with me.