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I have reverted. I am normal again.
Private to Self // Language: Kurdish // Viewable to all friends
I...have not communicated in this language for quite some time now.
So much happened today.
It seemed that it is confirmed that we will be staying together with Team Trinity. That meeting today, Mr Schenburg showed us the building that was to be our future residence. He treated us to dinner as well.
...I do not know if we would get along, us and Team Trinity. Mr Schenburg's opinion is that our combined residence is necessary to the strengthening of Celestial Being. I cannot help but wonder if our differences will end up weakening ourselves instead. Already at the dinner table, it is obvious that neither sides are about to step forward and interact with the other. What more during future missions?
Still, it is an order from Mr Schenburg. His plans have helped brought us so far back home, I am sure it will be no different here. I have faith in the head of Celestial Being.
And then, the meeting with Saji Crossroad.
I did not know what to say to him after yesterday. Up till that point of time when I had to meet him, my mind was a blank. I felt helpless, totally different from what I had experienced before.
...
He said he would wait. Wait for me.
I don't feel...right. I am surprised that he feels that way about me, considering that we know so little about each other. I see him as a friend, one that I know little of. I'm not sure if I feel any deeper for him.
...I am not ready to give up my fight for peace as a Gundam Meister. Home or Purgatorium, I am a member of Celestial Being, a Gundam Meister.
Who knows how long this fight would be? Saji is a good person, he deserves someone better. He should not be allowed to wait forever, not for someone like me.
If I were to give up now...everything that happened in the past.
...Setsuna F. Seiei. A codename. My name. A name that will never be recorded in history.
The name I will continue to fight under.
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Private to Self // Language: Kurdish // Viewable to all friends
I...have not communicated in this language for quite some time now.
So much happened today.
It seemed that it is confirmed that we will be staying together with Team Trinity. That meeting today, Mr Schenburg showed us the building that was to be our future residence. He treated us to dinner as well.
...I do not know if we would get along, us and Team Trinity. Mr Schenburg's opinion is that our combined residence is necessary to the strengthening of Celestial Being. I cannot help but wonder if our differences will end up weakening ourselves instead. Already at the dinner table, it is obvious that neither sides are about to step forward and interact with the other. What more during future missions?
Still, it is an order from Mr Schenburg. His plans have helped brought us so far back home, I am sure it will be no different here. I have faith in the head of Celestial Being.
And then, the meeting with Saji Crossroad.
I did not know what to say to him after yesterday. Up till that point of time when I had to meet him, my mind was a blank. I felt helpless, totally different from what I had experienced before.
...
He said he would wait. Wait for me.
I don't feel...right. I am surprised that he feels that way about me, considering that we know so little about each other. I see him as a friend, one that I know little of. I'm not sure if I feel any deeper for him.
...I am not ready to give up my fight for peace as a Gundam Meister. Home or Purgatorium, I am a member of Celestial Being, a Gundam Meister.
Who knows how long this fight would be? Saji is a good person, he deserves someone better. He should not be allowed to wait forever, not for someone like me.
If I were to give up now...everything that happened in the past.
...Setsuna F. Seiei. A codename. My name. A name that will never be recorded in history.
The name I will continue to fight under.
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