"If I had eyes in the back of my head, I would've told you that you looked good as I walked away."
So it's been over a month since I last updated. Fail. I can't believe it's almost Christmas, how fucked up is that?? I seriously don't know where the fuck this year has gone.. I feel like we just remisced about last year. Weeeirrrdddd. You know what else is weird? Thinking about all you've accomplished in a year. Thinking about where I was this time last year and where I'm at now... it's bizarre. What the fuck did I do with my time? It makes me want to be motivated and actually put forth a effort into life... but it's really hard when I have no direction. I know what I want to do, but there are so many obstacles. Goals..... Goals. Goals for 1 year. 1. Save money to get the fuck out of Champaign -This is a must if I actually want to do something with my life. Make sure I do this. 2. Lose weight and get in shape. -This is a must if I actually want to do what I want to do. They don't like fat people on TV. (my mom nicely told me that if I really want to do this with my life that I need to lose weight. Actually she told me AND zach that we both needed to. It was realllllllllllllllly funnny) She's right though. 3.................................... I guess that's it for now. I dunno I have ADD and totally forgot I had started this and I just found it again lol. Anyways.... I'm going to be so glad when Christmas Carol is over. I'm SO fucking done with it. And i'm really ready to get out of this house. I love the house, but seriously, I hate roommates. It's such a bad idea. Especially with these dumbass mother fuckers. Rawr. Done venting. Well.... I guess I'm gonna go clean something. Psh. Yeah right.