"And in our time of darkness, there will be a light shining through."
I suppose I could do a real entry.
I just got a job as a host at Friday's. I work Friday afternoons, Saturday, Sunday and Monday nights. It's not too bad, but on top of everything else, it's just weird added stress. I say weird because this job is just that. Weird. The other hosts are so bizarre.. one creepy dude named Lucas, one crazy bitch named Kalene? I think that's her name, but apparently she's in J and H with you guys (maddie and corbin) and I asked if she knew you two and she was like OMG I LOVE THEM. MADDIE'S WEAVE IS SO HOT. Except way more annoying. I seriously thought I was going to punch her eyes out. She's really bossy and acts like she's in charge, but (obviously) she's not. So her and Lucas apparently hate each other and the second he got there last night she just started laying into him and was like.. cussing him out. It was SO unnecessary. Then Lucas goes back and tells the manager on duty that she's up there cussing in front of customers so he comes up there and is like You guys are all equals and your job is to take care of the customers! blah blah blah if I hear cussing you're fired. Of course, he stared at me the whole time because I'm new, so I just assumed he hated me.. but he came back up later and was basically hitting on me. So apparently everyone hates her. Which is good to know I'm not the only one.. but honestly how could you not hate her. She's like the worse qualities from Alysia, Christiana, LaDonna, and a little bit of Marc all rolled into one girl. Hahahahahahaha.... that's an epic statement. Anyways, I don't mind the actual work I'm doing but it's really the people. I would so much rather deal with the customers than these other dipshits I work with. The waiters aren't too bad, because I'm pretty good with making them think I'm trying to seat them, but some are bitchy. Oh well.. I'm still in that adjustment period, you know? It's just... weird. Whatever.
So, during the rest of my time, I have class and work at refinery. Refinery is kind of ridiculous.... but I'm getting closer with all the people I work with here, so that's nice. I hung out with Steve yesterday after I got off and that was just TOO funny. He is realllllllllllllllly funny high. And I had a lovely conversation with Clayton and a lot of the members really like me, so that makes coming here easier. Especially when I basically live here on the weekends. However, going from work, to rehearsal, to work, REALLY sucks. Or on Fridays, when I have refinery, Friday's, refinery again. THAT's awesome, let me tell you. But I need the money so I can't complain too much. Overall, I'm really pretty happy... but I haven't burnt myself out.. YET. Yet, is the key word.
Zach and I have been together for a year and week now.. so that's... crazy. Things aren't going too bad with him.. but it's really a day to day thing. It can change at the drop of a hat though. I think I finally figured out what freaks me out about him. I don't/can't understand how someone could WANT to be with someone as much as he wants to be with me. Like.. how could someone want to spend that much time with another person. How does he not get annoyed with me? And then that makes me feel like a bad person because I don't mind some time apart.. but he freaks out. How does that work? I dunno. But for now it's okay and that's all I can ask for I guess.
I didn't audition for Christmas Carol.. and I hope I don't regret it. Although I don't really think I will, because it SUCKED last year haha... I did just remember how much I hated that show... But I just hate working backstage. However, my dad is taking a trip out to see Justin in California sometime relatively soon.. or in December (which, I hate to say, is relatively soon.... ugh) but they really want me to go with. And I would absolutely love to go (obviously) but I can't just take off work and shit, you know? I have to pay bills......... but I deserve a break. Especially after Zombie Prom, I'm going to be SO shot. I'll talk about that in a minute. SO what I think I'm going to do, is tell Bernie and Dave that I am going to be out of town and they can suck it. Just kidding, sort of. I'm gonna ask to do ticket office, and just be gone for one weekend of the shows, but be there for strike and building and I'll make some sort of soon to be broken promise. (hah)
Zombie Prom. It's getting better. I'm getting better. Except I think I'm fighting a cold, so I've been dousing myself in hand sanitizer. Not literally, I'm pretty sure my skin would fall off. But Zach and I had our first rehearsals singing together this past week and we actually sound really fucking good. I was actually kind of nervous because I didn't know how our voices would blend together, but we sound baller. I just hope we can keep it up through the run of the show... there are 14 performances. I'm really worried about my voice for the run of the show... but I've been fairly good about the up keep of my throat. Hahah..
Oh wow.. okay well I'm gonna go, because Becky is here so i'm gonna dip on out to rehearsal.
Peace out bitches!
p.s.
i miss you guys...
I just got a job as a host at Friday's. I work Friday afternoons, Saturday, Sunday and Monday nights. It's not too bad, but on top of everything else, it's just weird added stress. I say weird because this job is just that. Weird. The other hosts are so bizarre.. one creepy dude named Lucas, one crazy bitch named Kalene? I think that's her name, but apparently she's in J and H with you guys (maddie and corbin) and I asked if she knew you two and she was like OMG I LOVE THEM. MADDIE'S WEAVE IS SO HOT. Except way more annoying. I seriously thought I was going to punch her eyes out. She's really bossy and acts like she's in charge, but (obviously) she's not. So her and Lucas apparently hate each other and the second he got there last night she just started laying into him and was like.. cussing him out. It was SO unnecessary. Then Lucas goes back and tells the manager on duty that she's up there cussing in front of customers so he comes up there and is like You guys are all equals and your job is to take care of the customers! blah blah blah if I hear cussing you're fired. Of course, he stared at me the whole time because I'm new, so I just assumed he hated me.. but he came back up later and was basically hitting on me. So apparently everyone hates her. Which is good to know I'm not the only one.. but honestly how could you not hate her. She's like the worse qualities from Alysia, Christiana, LaDonna, and a little bit of Marc all rolled into one girl. Hahahahahahaha.... that's an epic statement. Anyways, I don't mind the actual work I'm doing but it's really the people. I would so much rather deal with the customers than these other dipshits I work with. The waiters aren't too bad, because I'm pretty good with making them think I'm trying to seat them, but some are bitchy. Oh well.. I'm still in that adjustment period, you know? It's just... weird. Whatever.
So, during the rest of my time, I have class and work at refinery. Refinery is kind of ridiculous.... but I'm getting closer with all the people I work with here, so that's nice. I hung out with Steve yesterday after I got off and that was just TOO funny. He is realllllllllllllllly funny high. And I had a lovely conversation with Clayton and a lot of the members really like me, so that makes coming here easier. Especially when I basically live here on the weekends. However, going from work, to rehearsal, to work, REALLY sucks. Or on Fridays, when I have refinery, Friday's, refinery again. THAT's awesome, let me tell you. But I need the money so I can't complain too much. Overall, I'm really pretty happy... but I haven't burnt myself out.. YET. Yet, is the key word.
Zach and I have been together for a year and week now.. so that's... crazy. Things aren't going too bad with him.. but it's really a day to day thing. It can change at the drop of a hat though. I think I finally figured out what freaks me out about him. I don't/can't understand how someone could WANT to be with someone as much as he wants to be with me. Like.. how could someone want to spend that much time with another person. How does he not get annoyed with me? And then that makes me feel like a bad person because I don't mind some time apart.. but he freaks out. How does that work? I dunno. But for now it's okay and that's all I can ask for I guess.
I didn't audition for Christmas Carol.. and I hope I don't regret it. Although I don't really think I will, because it SUCKED last year haha... I did just remember how much I hated that show... But I just hate working backstage. However, my dad is taking a trip out to see Justin in California sometime relatively soon.. or in December (which, I hate to say, is relatively soon.... ugh) but they really want me to go with. And I would absolutely love to go (obviously) but I can't just take off work and shit, you know? I have to pay bills......... but I deserve a break. Especially after Zombie Prom, I'm going to be SO shot. I'll talk about that in a minute. SO what I think I'm going to do, is tell Bernie and Dave that I am going to be out of town and they can suck it. Just kidding, sort of. I'm gonna ask to do ticket office, and just be gone for one weekend of the shows, but be there for strike and building and I'll make some sort of soon to be broken promise. (hah)
Zombie Prom. It's getting better. I'm getting better. Except I think I'm fighting a cold, so I've been dousing myself in hand sanitizer. Not literally, I'm pretty sure my skin would fall off. But Zach and I had our first rehearsals singing together this past week and we actually sound really fucking good. I was actually kind of nervous because I didn't know how our voices would blend together, but we sound baller. I just hope we can keep it up through the run of the show... there are 14 performances. I'm really worried about my voice for the run of the show... but I've been fairly good about the up keep of my throat. Hahah..
Oh wow.. okay well I'm gonna go, because Becky is here so i'm gonna dip on out to rehearsal.
Peace out bitches!
p.s.
i miss you guys...