"And missing each other too much to have thought to let go.."

[ordinarytyedye]

I just really don't have anything to say. I dunno, I'm really happy and contented with life right now, and I can't wait for school to be done with... which is so soon so that's awesome. Oh and Amy is pretty much my soulmate, well, if not soulmate, then twin. We're so much alike it's retarded. Like, we have the same fucked up thought pattern and it's really amusing. I dunno. OH I GET A PUPPY NEXT WEEK. THAT's exciting and I am really stoked for it. It's a big step though, getting a dog with Zach. I'm nervous, but I know it's right. We were talking about it last night and Zach was like, this is a big deal, you know? It's not just something we can blow off, this is a living breathing thing that we are going to be responsible for. And then I started thinking about it, and I'm going to be with him the rest of my life. And while, that kind of sucks on one pinkie, the rest of my fingers and hands are saying that it's totally worth it. I am just not making any sense right now. Whatever, I know what I'm trying to say. UGH. Maya brought in all her left over easter candy and that has been my continual breakfast this morning... so great.. bleh. But today my vow is to be outside as much as I can. And that is what I'm going to do. Even if it's by myself. So mleh. That was me sticking my tounge out at the world.. just fyi.

UGH i wish I had money. mmmmmmmmm puppppppppppy soon.

Fuck this entry. Why can't I write anything meaningful?

p.s.
I WILL NOT BE A TEACHER.

i don't want to become a teacher.