Feb 18, 2009 16:46
my last entry was dated October 16, 2008. That means it has taken me 4 months+ to figure out the real reason behind all of these breakup excuses:
HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO ME.
I'm reading the book and I'm finding it incredibly enlightening. I've been doing a lot of thinking on the subject.
"Love cures commitment phobia". He's not scared of marriage...he's scared of marrying me. He doesn't want to be with ME. That is so simple and yet women complicate it. Yes he loves me and thinks I'm amazing but I'm just not the ONE he wants to spend his life with. Edson, unlike most men, even spelled it out for me and yet I still lived in denial for the past 5 months.
Women are so delusional!