egah
today was just a long day. i dont know. at work today i was talking to people i hadnt seen for....years and i came to the realization that they just had not grown from when i last saw them. i mean i was talking to them and i saw someone who i hadnt seen since my freshman year of high school. i was about to get up to say hi to melissa an the girl sitting across for me said something uncalled for. an her friend responded to her comment with a smarmy laugh and comment as well. an sitting there watching these two people who i once considered good people.....changed. see if they knew melissa..the stuff she'd been through growing up. i dont think they would've said what i heard. or maybe they would've. it's often in light of someone else's problem or pain gives others some gratification. my though response being "If you had a kid, It might be easier to expain why your so fucking fat" an looking to her friend would've laughed and said something like "Funny huh chuckles?, With a face like yours.....you're like the last person to laugh at someone else"..but i didnt say that. i didnt say much really. I just got up and left. I pity people like that. no brain, ya know? The type of people who think with their mouth instead of their head. I did say hi to melissa an her little boy. i even got him an ice cream and i talked to her for awhile. and i was happy to find out that she's doing well. she's in nursing an is engaged. You know statistically, she shouldn't have made it this far. And talking to her, i realized something that the other girls dont have. A reason. for melissa it's her little boy. and i'm proud of her.