everything in details.
saras the first person i really talked about it with..
thanks sara a lot <33
i'm not going to school tomorrow
angela & caitlyn said they were coming over after they go to school.
x Im OveR HiM x: well, you can call me in the middle of the night if you need
imp3rf3ctM3: thanks sara <333 seriously so much.
x Im OveR HiM x: yup
x Im OveR HiM x: its just like the other day i was talking to bob & we were talkin about ffamillly and yeh :-\
imp3rf3ctM3: i know..
imp3rf3ctM3: it's just.
imp3rf3ctM3: it's just unbelievable
imp3rf3ctM3: almost like it's not true
x Im OveR HiM x: yes very
imp3rf3ctM3: my tony?! you know..my tony .. who i've grown up with..even tho he was my cousin he was like another brother. who always picked me up .. threw me in the pool. was always there for me. came over at least every other day.
imp3rf3ctM3: just everything
imp3rf3ctM3: it's like
imp3rf3ctM3: there's no way he's gone
imp3rf3ctM3: no way.
x Im OveR HiM x: Gee im crying, im sorry alissa- but just know he's looking down on your & he wants you to be strong & happy
imp3rf3ctM3: yeah..
imp3rf3ctM3: i'm trying
x Im OveR HiM x: and another thing .. its gonna kill, but aleast you have good memories <3
imp3rf3ctM3: yeah...
imp3rf3ctM3: gosh
imp3rf3ctM3: it's just so crazy i can't even begin to explain it to you
imp3rf3ctM3: it was always me him my brother nikki & monique. us five .
imp3rf3ctM3: always.
imp3rf3ctM3: it's just so weird. liek this isn't real
imp3rf3ctM3: like he's going to come walking into the door any second
x Im OveR HiM x: ehh. :-\
x Im OveR HiM x: It was his time to go -- but I just dont get why it had to happen the way it did.
imp3rf3ctM3: i don't get WHY it was his time.
x Im OveR HiM x: only god knows why alissa
imp3rf3ctM3: he had his whole life ahead of him. he was the greatest guy. he was always smiling and so happy..he was nice to EVERYONEEEE
imp3rf3ctM3: i know :/
x Im OveR HiM x: yes he was !!
x Im OveR HiM x: everytime i would cla his house, to talk to Bob, he woudl answer sometimes.
x Im OveR HiM x: and he owuld be like hellooo cuutiie
imp3rf3ctM3: lol
imp3rf3ctM3: nikki was going CRAZY
imp3rf3ctM3: she was like NO NO NO NO no to my aunt when my aunt told her
imp3rf3ctM3: she started throwing things
x Im OveR HiM x: omgoodness i cant even imagine her
imp3rf3ctM3: she went downstiars and slammed things. then she just started screaming why and bawling. it was just....horrible
imp3rf3ctM3: yeah.
x Im OveR HiM x: isnt his body burnt down to nothing - i heard?
x Im OveR HiM x: was bob okay?
imp3rf3ctM3: no one was really okay
imp3rf3ctM3: no there's something but it's not going to be a pretty something my aunt does not want to see it
x Im OveR HiM x: ehh. Bob was always Strong
imp3rf3ctM3: man. your like the first person i've actually talked to this about.
imp3rf3ctM3: yes. he was just sitting in the kitchen sobbing.
x Im OveR HiM x: is that good or bad ? i dont want you to force things out of
imp3rf3ctM3: it's definitely good.
x Im OveR HiM x: okay
imp3rf3ctM3: about 25 of his friends showed up in the backyard
imp3rf3ctM3: and just sat around the fire and cryed.
imp3rf3ctM3: it was weird to see like these 24 yr old guys crying
x Im OveR HiM x: Yeah, he was Popular, well thats what i used to say -- nikki hes more popular then you
imp3rf3ctM3: lol.
imp3rf3ctM3: & my aunt..
imp3rf3ctM3: ugh.
imp3rf3ctM3: you could tell she was trying to be so strong for everyone
imp3rf3ctM3: but just looking in her eyes
imp3rf3ctM3: she just sat on the couch with me and held my hand & was comforting ME
imp3rf3ctM3: idk how she coudl be that strong for everyone.
imp3rf3ctM3: oh man. im sorry to just...lay this all out on you sara LOL
imp3rf3ctM3: but thanks for listening
x Im OveR HiM x: Aliissaa Its Fine. I swear
imp3rf3ctM3: and everything
imp3rf3ctM3: i really really apperciate it.
x Im OveR HiM x: im just trying to catch my breath
imp3rf3ctM3: yeah..
x Im OveR HiM x: its always good to have someone there thats stronger.
imp3rf3ctM3: in the car when my mom told me. i couldnt breath. i was like mom i cant breath please help me and she almost had to pull over the car
x Im OveR HiM x: omgoodness.
x Im OveR HiM x: what was going thur your head
imp3rf3ctM3: idk. i just hated everything. i just didnt understand WHY you know. i just didnt even believe it.
x Im OveR HiM x: yeah
x Im OveR HiM x: but im gonna go lay down, I love You. im here dont forget. && if you need someone to talk to tomororw. Just Call me @ schoool <3 i dont even want to go to school to know how much pain .. all you guys are going thru :-(
x Im OveR HiM x is away at 12:02:54 AM.
imp3rf3ctM3: thanks sara <3 i love you
Auto response from x Im OveR HiM x: Only God knows Why :-\
- Ali Curtis I L o v e You <3
thanks sara a lot <33
i'm not going to school tomorrow
angela & caitlyn said they were coming over after they go to school.
x Im OveR HiM x: well, you can call me in the middle of the night if you need
imp3rf3ctM3: thanks sara <333 seriously so much.
x Im OveR HiM x: yup
x Im OveR HiM x: its just like the other day i was talking to bob & we were talkin about ffamillly and yeh :-\
imp3rf3ctM3: i know..
imp3rf3ctM3: it's just.
imp3rf3ctM3: it's just unbelievable
imp3rf3ctM3: almost like it's not true
x Im OveR HiM x: yes very
imp3rf3ctM3: my tony?! you know..my tony .. who i've grown up with..even tho he was my cousin he was like another brother. who always picked me up .. threw me in the pool. was always there for me. came over at least every other day.
imp3rf3ctM3: just everything
imp3rf3ctM3: it's like
imp3rf3ctM3: there's no way he's gone
imp3rf3ctM3: no way.
x Im OveR HiM x: Gee im crying, im sorry alissa- but just know he's looking down on your & he wants you to be strong & happy
imp3rf3ctM3: yeah..
imp3rf3ctM3: i'm trying
x Im OveR HiM x: and another thing .. its gonna kill, but aleast you have good memories <3
imp3rf3ctM3: yeah...
imp3rf3ctM3: gosh
imp3rf3ctM3: it's just so crazy i can't even begin to explain it to you
imp3rf3ctM3: it was always me him my brother nikki & monique. us five .
imp3rf3ctM3: always.
imp3rf3ctM3: it's just so weird. liek this isn't real
imp3rf3ctM3: like he's going to come walking into the door any second
x Im OveR HiM x: ehh. :-\
x Im OveR HiM x: It was his time to go -- but I just dont get why it had to happen the way it did.
imp3rf3ctM3: i don't get WHY it was his time.
x Im OveR HiM x: only god knows why alissa
imp3rf3ctM3: he had his whole life ahead of him. he was the greatest guy. he was always smiling and so happy..he was nice to EVERYONEEEE
imp3rf3ctM3: i know :/
x Im OveR HiM x: yes he was !!
x Im OveR HiM x: everytime i would cla his house, to talk to Bob, he woudl answer sometimes.
x Im OveR HiM x: and he owuld be like hellooo cuutiie
imp3rf3ctM3: lol
imp3rf3ctM3: nikki was going CRAZY
imp3rf3ctM3: she was like NO NO NO NO no to my aunt when my aunt told her
imp3rf3ctM3: she started throwing things
x Im OveR HiM x: omgoodness i cant even imagine her
imp3rf3ctM3: she went downstiars and slammed things. then she just started screaming why and bawling. it was just....horrible
imp3rf3ctM3: yeah.
x Im OveR HiM x: isnt his body burnt down to nothing - i heard?
x Im OveR HiM x: was bob okay?
imp3rf3ctM3: no one was really okay
imp3rf3ctM3: no there's something but it's not going to be a pretty something my aunt does not want to see it
x Im OveR HiM x: ehh. Bob was always Strong
imp3rf3ctM3: man. your like the first person i've actually talked to this about.
imp3rf3ctM3: yes. he was just sitting in the kitchen sobbing.
x Im OveR HiM x: is that good or bad ? i dont want you to force things out of
imp3rf3ctM3: it's definitely good.
x Im OveR HiM x: okay
imp3rf3ctM3: about 25 of his friends showed up in the backyard
imp3rf3ctM3: and just sat around the fire and cryed.
imp3rf3ctM3: it was weird to see like these 24 yr old guys crying
x Im OveR HiM x: Yeah, he was Popular, well thats what i used to say -- nikki hes more popular then you
imp3rf3ctM3: lol.
imp3rf3ctM3: & my aunt..
imp3rf3ctM3: ugh.
imp3rf3ctM3: you could tell she was trying to be so strong for everyone
imp3rf3ctM3: but just looking in her eyes
imp3rf3ctM3: she just sat on the couch with me and held my hand & was comforting ME
imp3rf3ctM3: idk how she coudl be that strong for everyone.
imp3rf3ctM3: oh man. im sorry to just...lay this all out on you sara LOL
imp3rf3ctM3: but thanks for listening
x Im OveR HiM x: Aliissaa Its Fine. I swear
imp3rf3ctM3: and everything
imp3rf3ctM3: i really really apperciate it.
x Im OveR HiM x: im just trying to catch my breath
imp3rf3ctM3: yeah..
x Im OveR HiM x: its always good to have someone there thats stronger.
imp3rf3ctM3: in the car when my mom told me. i couldnt breath. i was like mom i cant breath please help me and she almost had to pull over the car
x Im OveR HiM x: omgoodness.
x Im OveR HiM x: what was going thur your head
imp3rf3ctM3: idk. i just hated everything. i just didnt understand WHY you know. i just didnt even believe it.
x Im OveR HiM x: yeah
x Im OveR HiM x: but im gonna go lay down, I love You. im here dont forget. && if you need someone to talk to tomororw. Just Call me @ schoool <3 i dont even want to go to school to know how much pain .. all you guys are going thru :-(
x Im OveR HiM x is away at 12:02:54 AM.
imp3rf3ctM3: thanks sara <3 i love you
Auto response from x Im OveR HiM x: Only God knows Why :-\
- Ali Curtis I L o v e You <3